Entahlah kenapa cepat naik angin sgt hari nih. Asyik menjerit jer kerja. Towards the end of the day bila tengok diorang tido, rasa guilty and kesian sgt. Apalah salah diorang mak diorang buat mcm ni. Hmmmm rasa nak hentak jer kepala kat dinding. But of course lar tak buat kan.
Si kaki report Ida ni suka sgt merepot. Ada jer benda nak report. Kut abg buat dia and nak me report tu boleh diterima lagi. Ni yg none of her business pun nak mereport jugak. Suka sgt tengok abg kena marah.
Yg abang pun satu, suka sgt menyakat. Bila cik songeh kena sakat, maka keluar lar suara very annoying tu kan yg typical suara budak pempuan merengek nangis tipu tu. Very very annoying Im telling you.
Hari ni mak kamu kesabaran takde. Maka menjerit je lar kerja. Rasa nak sakit kepala each time dengar suara memasing start nak mengadu. Sikit jer nak kena tali pinggang memasingnya.
Sabar adalah separuh daripada iman, take a deep breath. Ini anugerah Allah. Enjoy it while I can. So I have to be zen, keep on telling this to myself. Marah marah selalu bukannya elok. Not good for them and not good for me either.
I have to put myself in their shoe, imagine kalau asyik kena marah jer hmmmm. Kena sentiasa ingat nih coz im not happy with myself either. Maafkan mama yer anak anak. Esok dan hari seterusnya, mama cuba control temper mama ni. Semoga Allah permudahkan.
As I have promised them since days ago and as Ida dah proudly canang satu sekolah yg she's going to swimming pool, sampai assistant class dia pun cakap semalam "i know that you are going to the swimming pool tomorrow", maka janji kena lar lunaskan.
Cuma agak rushing lar nak get ready. Lepas breakfast kena kemas rumah dulu ... berserabut kepala kalau balik penat penat tengok rumah bersepah.
Menyinggah kejap kat few kedai cari pelampung utk Ida. Semuanya abis!! Maka mandilah Ida guna pelampung belt kat sana yg she dislike.
Tak ramai orang, alhamdulillah. Tempat baby pun lengang, maka dgn amannya ajar Jade swimming. Doing it slow and steady. Takmo dah tenggelam kat dia. Hati ni mcm hancur dan pedih tengok dia terkapai kapai dlm air. Biarlah slow slow asalkan dia enjoy. Sgt sgt happy Jade mandi swimming pool. Gelak ketawa lagi tengok kakak ngan abg dia. One hour in the water for Jade!
For Ida, pun suka jugak, time nak balik taknak balik. Duk panggil mak dia suruh tengok, suruh tengok. Mak dia ni pun tengok sikit mcm nak taknak sbb occupy dgn Jade. Mcm manalah Ida tak buat perangai kan sayang. Sian anak mama nih. She wasnt feeling that good. Ada byk rashes ke menda ntah tepi mulut dia. Esok tak elok jugak, kena bawak pegi pharmacy. Asyik mengadu sakit mulut nak bukak.
Adam plak asyik kena marah jer dia hmmm. Apa taknya, suruh sembayang berkali kali kena suruh. Barang dia ada jer dia letak ceruk sana, ceruk sini, bawah meja pun dia leh sorok barang dia, mmg angin. Lepas tu lupa mana letak.
Tiring day for him. Pagi swimming pool, petang plak karate lesson. And he refused to join papa to Port Saintry for his boat. Sbbnya? Mak and the girls pun maleh nak pegi. Boat, boat boat ... dah jadi bosan dah, besides, after the swimming pool, sgt sgt penat.
Jade oh Jade. Ingatkan lepas berswimming, akan pengsan lama. Mmmm takdenya. Tak sampai 2 hours tido. Makan kus semangat. 4 times a day babe. Pastu tengok kakak dia makan chocolate mousse, pun dia nganga mulut. Punyalah suka kak Ida suap dia.





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