I'M BACK YIPPIEEE

Wow weeee I am back in form!

Syukur, syukur, syukur Ya Allah
Syukur, alhamdulillah

Greatful that Joshline came yesterday. Otherwise, i would have still in bed, couldnt move. The pain is still there but lesser than yesterday and i can move around and started doing housework again.

Joshline came in the morning, gave me another massage, whoaaaaa feel so so good. Mana nak dpt kawan mcm ni kan. I keep reminding myself, tak boleh berkira dgn kawan mcm ni coz friends like her, hardly i can find.

She keeps on pampering Jade, lucky you little baby. And Jade is so happy to see her too. Dpt body massage, siap kencing dua kali kat auntie hahaha.

We then, left to the Friday market, damn it was so cold. Shopping time ihih hh hh. Sempat beli ni kat kedai pak arab. Perghhh enak sungguh sehhh.

Back home around noon, rush to prepare lunch, nasi ayam while Joshline was taking care of Jade. Seriously mana nak dpt kwn yg PERFECTLY knows what to do with Jade. Advantage of working at maternity hospital!

Another massage then she sent me off for a nap with Jade. What a nice life, im blessed on this beautiful Friday. I was having a nap for like 30min then the kids got back from school, heard hubby telling the kids "go c ur mother, she's upstairs" and left to his office. Agak angin lar kan daku tgh berehat.

Adam wouldnt be bothered but Ida went upstairs to see me where she keeps on callng me "maman, maman" and upon seeing me who pretended to sleep, she left with deception and heard her voice starting to cry while going downstairs "mama didnt want to talk to me". Oh my poor girl. Jade was bf ing so had to wait for awhile then went downstairs to see Ida. Pujuk time lar, sian anak mama.

Adam spent his time in the basement watching tv, then in the office, with computer. Naik atas jer ajak si ida main maka bermulalah adegan lari sana lari sini yg cukup memeningkan kepala.

Thinking back, how i have so much time before. Could monitor and make Adam study after school, that's why too he read faster then his friends at school. I dont have that precious time any more. It makes me feel really bad that im such a loser in managing my time. I really have to do something about it.

I dont want to be "more kids, no time" type.

Ida ni rajin bila suruh belajar. She can say numbers till 100 plus now. And today she did addition exercises and she loved it.

As for Adam, started to open back the muqaddam yg dah jadi jeruk. It's true that he is going to klass agama, tapi it's not enough to me. I have to make the xtra effort now. Kalau anak melayu jati and duduk Malaysia, umur mcm ni dah baca Al Quran dah agaknya. Challenge for me, help me Ya Allah.

Gotta do schedule of my time dlm masa terdekat. Cant lose that precious time doing nothing.