TEETHING

Ok...Jade officially tumbuh gigi. Nah ambik ko sekali dua keluar. She started to make new sound too. "bwaaaa...bwaaa"..as if she's trying to say "boire"(minum).

She woke up at 6am, bf her for awhile, then she refused to sleep grrrrr. Duk main sorang sorang dlm gelap ngan suara "aaaa... aaaaa". Ok, I gotta get up anyway. Had to rush this morning. So the kids pun rush having their breakfast, that is, one yogurt each.

At 9am, Jade started to be grumpy. Apa taknya dari 6am kan bangun. But sorry yer sayang, bagi mama settle the kitchen and laundry dulu.

Swimming lesson lagi. Nak gugur jantung buat Jade mcm ni and I really feel bad, as if Im trying to kill my own baby. So no more letting her go like this. I feel as if Im torturing her. Altho she cried badly but the moment I held her in my arms and calmed her down, she stopped immediately. But I wont do this anymore. Instead, will do it slowly. Step by step.

Good thing is, she slept for the next 2hours plus lepas tu hehehe. What a peaceful time for me to do my work in the kid's room. Lunch pun panaskan lauk semalam jer. Sorry yer bang, dinda kalau concentrate buat kerja, mmg takde masa nak masak yer, harap maklum ekekek.

Hubby left at 2.30pm to prepare his materials for the shooting tomorrow.

Cold windy, rainy weather. As if it's going to snow. Terpaksa angkut Jade to fetch the kids as MIL wasnt there. Kena balut si Jade. But she was soooooo happy to go out. Kaki berjalan mcm mak ko jugak Jade kan.

And today, surprisingly tak nangis nampak my friend. Dia senyum senyum lagi and orang tu dukung pun dia diam. Good girl.

At nite, started to be grumpy. So I keep on massaging her gum. Mmg ada dua biji gigi dah keluar. I really have to to go the pharmacy tomorrow.

Nak menganto dan ambik abang Adam yg dah tukar karate schedule lagi. Nak mengangkut semuanya lar plak. Musim dah sejuk mcm ni lar, nak kena balut lar, bukak, balut ...sigh.