SWIM

It was a swimming day for the kids and me. We were ready pretty early than the last time. Left early too.

They were not lot of people, just like the last time we have been. Just great. Jade love it so much. Taught her two steps. Moving to the front. First with head out of the water, forwarding towards me. Secondly, nose and mouth in the water while moving towards me. Did this more than 10 times. Not even a single cry.

Second step, floating. Held her head with only one hand and let her float alone. Bravo my girl. If you continue to be like this, soon you will float alone. The thing is, nak tunjuk terror pun yer gak, duk kayuh kaki mcm nak berenang. Kita plak yg gayat menengoknya.

People around would be looking and admiring her, the smallest baby who adores the water! I must say that I am so proud. Tq to the internet which helps me on doing this.

Bila the last time, abang yg ngado ngado, ari ni adik yg ngado ngado. Kita tengah enjoy ni, dia merengek nak balik sbb lapor. Cik kak songeh lar sapa lagi. Ni gara gara nak beli keropok monster kat machine at the counter lar nih. Masa masuk tadi dia ternampak so terbayang bayang lar nak ngunyah keropok monster. So one hour in the water for Jade.

Terus KO lepas bagi susu. Tido dari berlepas, sampai lar rumah. Tapau lunch at McDo. Hari Rabu mmg hari coti yer harap maklum.

Joshline came with Aiden, need my help to call the agency about a house. Aiden ni mmg budak nakal ihih hih hih. Orang sebok berborak, dia sebok memunggah. Sib baik mak dia peka so suda kena sound. Dapat mak yg hampeh yg falsafah dia "lantak ko lah bukan rumah kita"... mmg pengsan gue dibuatnya.

Dinner, ayam masak serai. Check out the recipe at my recipe blog.

BEAUTIFUL DAY

Jade slept better than before, mom could get good rest. Good rest = good mood. And a good mood day it was today.

Altho Jade's having a running nose, she was alright. Just looking tired. She slept till 4.30am then at 6.30am the, finally 9.30am.

Ida was awake fast today, went to the bathroom straight and was in a good mood. Why? Becoz she was excited that her class is going for a cinema today...and by bus!

Hubby had things to do to see his client so followed him. Took away the most delicious kebab ever from Paris 12eme. Really tasty. Then off  to Champs Elysees. The office was closed so headed to buy new jacket for me at Zara. Mcm tak cukup cukup jacket kat rumah.

Could reach the house on time. Just nice to do prayer and feed Jade then off to take the kids with Jade. Yelah asyik pakcik jer anto and ambik the kids, bagi chance lar ari ni meandangkan daku good mood sbb baru dpt shopping kan ihih hih hih. Kena bodek sket, otherwise, mak bapak sendiri pun menci.

It was ironing time tonite. One full basket then at least 10 shirts. Sgt sgt malas gosok kemeja...benci, benciiiiiii. But didnt have a choice. Hubby told me dont worry, he still got at least 20shirts in the dressing. Lenguh kaki nih. Alangkah bahagianya kalau ada org urut.


Penat oh penat.

LIKE A FLASH

My angel Jade wasn't feeling that well. Nose block I guess she took a cold when we went to the Friday market the other day. Feeling like a zombie...she keep on waking up till 3am. Tu pun bila mak dia realised that selsema rupanya, ngok ngek punya mak kan.

Spray ubat idung then sedut, bf, barulah dia tido till 6am. Daku jugak tak cukup tido. All this while takde masalah, as far as I remember tido the whole nite, mmg daku tido cukop... maybe masanya sudah tiba utk daku berjaga malam hu hu huwaaaaa. I was fine with it. Yg geramnya orang yg tak bangun berjaga plak lebih pot pet dari orang berjaga. Tu yg daku lagi berangin tu. Agak moody gaklar. Bila dah moody, semuanya tak kena lar. Orang buatkan kopi pun tak sedap.

But later in the afternoon, cooled down. Went to Bricoman with hubby and of course Jade. Then had lunch and lil shopping at Ikea. Suka si Jade ni keluar. Altho she got a flu, in general, she was like usual. Tido jer kerja dlm keta hu huuuuuuuuuu.

At Ikea, while having lunch, sebok tengok orang sebelah. Agak busy body gak lar gaya cik kepoh nih. Sebok tengok baby kat sebelah lar tu.

Ni food I did for Jade. Stock up utk hari mendatang hehehe.

Despite not having enough sleep, I didnt feel sleepy at all. Lagi mcm flash woman gitu kesana kemari, naik atas, turun bawah dgn movement zassss, zussss, zassss perghhhhhh ihih hih hih. Banyak benda boleh buat. Bestnya to be like this. Tak boleh bermalas malasan. Kerja rumah boleh buat, kerja office pun boleh buat. Sikit sikit, lama lama jadi bukit, tak giteww?

Abg ngan kakak pulak boleh diharap jaga adik while mom was busy preparing dinner. Syukur alhamdulillah Ya Allah.

Dah 8pm baru lar si Adam kata "ehhh lupa karate". Masa tadi tak cakap kan. We are still not getting use to his new karate schedule on Monday nite. Maka malam ini, ku hapdate calendar ku, bagi alert baek punya. Kalau lupa jugak, harus dihentak kepala ngan handphone ke dinding.. what say you?

My sweetie Ida ... oh my sweetie Ida. Sayangnya mama kat Ida nih. Sgt boleh diharap jaga adik. Dia ni asyik jer cakap "bila Ida jadi mama nanti"... and I will reply "bukan, kerja dulu, dpt duit byk, kerja bagus, baru jadi mama". Agaknya dia duk perhati jer my roll as a mother so she's imagining herself in my shoes.

She's so excited for tomorrow... they are going for a cinema, naik bus lagi tu. The kids have been telling us to go to cinema... sejak ada Jade ni payah lar nak gi cinema. Kena arrange ngan nenek kamu I guess suruh jaga Jade. Daku pun terlioq nak makan pop corn krup krap krup krap.

KENA MARAH

Yer ... 6 days a week daku yg selalu bangun awal, dari bangun tak henti henti buat kerja, prepare breakfast for anyone lagi. Maka dgn itu, hari ni, daku buat malas yer jadi komer sila bangun.

Hubby went to the boulangerie(bakery shop) to buy baguettes and lil pastries for kids. Did coffee for me. Kurang umphhh tapi malas lar nak complain, kang ada yg berangin kang hahahaha.

Ida went to the "books fair" at our place. People selling second hand books. She came back with 5 books.

Hubby sent Adam to the mosquee then we all left to Decathlon Croix Blanche. Dpt juga akhirnya pelampung tapi utk si Ida jer. They dont really sell pelampung for babies. More like baju with pelampung inside tu apa kekdahnya.

Hubby told Ida that she deserves to have a present as she's been working hard at home, doing homework without us asking. Punyalah suka. Then keep on asking "abang??".

Balik rumah, ngam ngam utk sembayang Asar, then headed to take Adam.

On today, kena marah teruk si Adam, tak pernah dgr bapak dia menjerit teruk mcm nih, daku plak rasa nak jerit balik. Tapi ku diamkan ajer sbb nak mengajar anak kan. Padahal geram pun geram gak. I think typical mother kan, kita marah takper, jgn bapak dia. Yelah, kita yg berpenat lelah besarkan budak budak ni kan. Dari bawak dlm perut sampai keluar perut, sakit terjaga tengah malam semua kita yg bersengkang mata kan.

Sebabnya, si Ida ni eksen tak bagi abg dia main mainan baru dia. Disikunya abg dia, jadi abg dia plak tolak ngan kaki. Maka si Ida yg kaki autar ni keluar lar suara mengadu dia tu kan. Maka terus kena jerit si Adam ngan bapak dia yg tengah mengorok kat sofa tu. Puas Adam explain tapi tak diterima and di arah suruh naik dlm bilik (I was upstairs, bf ing Jade). Bergenang airmata si Adam mengadu kat emak dia. Then dlm bilik terdengar lar srot sret srot sret bunyi ingus maknanya menangis gak lar dia kan.

Told him, hari ni mungkin bkn salah Adam tapi papa dah naik angin, dah berkumpul sejak berapa hari ni asyik menyakat Ida jer kerja... jadi ari ni meletop lar bapak kamu tu, padan muka.

I'M BACK YIPPIEEE

Wow weeee I am back in form!

Syukur, syukur, syukur Ya Allah
Syukur, alhamdulillah

Greatful that Joshline came yesterday. Otherwise, i would have still in bed, couldnt move. The pain is still there but lesser than yesterday and i can move around and started doing housework again.

Joshline came in the morning, gave me another massage, whoaaaaa feel so so good. Mana nak dpt kawan mcm ni kan. I keep reminding myself, tak boleh berkira dgn kawan mcm ni coz friends like her, hardly i can find.

She keeps on pampering Jade, lucky you little baby. And Jade is so happy to see her too. Dpt body massage, siap kencing dua kali kat auntie hahaha.

We then, left to the Friday market, damn it was so cold. Shopping time ihih hh hh. Sempat beli ni kat kedai pak arab. Perghhh enak sungguh sehhh.

Back home around noon, rush to prepare lunch, nasi ayam while Joshline was taking care of Jade. Seriously mana nak dpt kwn yg PERFECTLY knows what to do with Jade. Advantage of working at maternity hospital!

Another massage then she sent me off for a nap with Jade. What a nice life, im blessed on this beautiful Friday. I was having a nap for like 30min then the kids got back from school, heard hubby telling the kids "go c ur mother, she's upstairs" and left to his office. Agak angin lar kan daku tgh berehat.

Adam wouldnt be bothered but Ida went upstairs to see me where she keeps on callng me "maman, maman" and upon seeing me who pretended to sleep, she left with deception and heard her voice starting to cry while going downstairs "mama didnt want to talk to me". Oh my poor girl. Jade was bf ing so had to wait for awhile then went downstairs to see Ida. Pujuk time lar, sian anak mama.

Adam spent his time in the basement watching tv, then in the office, with computer. Naik atas jer ajak si ida main maka bermulalah adegan lari sana lari sini yg cukup memeningkan kepala.

Thinking back, how i have so much time before. Could monitor and make Adam study after school, that's why too he read faster then his friends at school. I dont have that precious time any more. It makes me feel really bad that im such a loser in managing my time. I really have to do something about it.

I dont want to be "more kids, no time" type.

Ida ni rajin bila suruh belajar. She can say numbers till 100 plus now. And today she did addition exercises and she loved it.

As for Adam, started to open back the muqaddam yg dah jadi jeruk. It's true that he is going to klass agama, tapi it's not enough to me. I have to make the xtra effort now. Kalau anak melayu jati and duduk Malaysia, umur mcm ni dah baca Al Quran dah agaknya. Challenge for me, help me Ya Allah.

Gotta do schedule of my time dlm masa terdekat. Cant lose that precious time doing nothing.

TERKEHEL

When I woke this morning, was in form. But while I was taking a shower, that was when it started.

Zasss, menjerit tak hengat, muscle problem dah mcm jam plak takleh nak pusing kepala. Orang kita kata sakit bantal kan tapi ni bukan masa tido, masa mandi!! Ada lar movement yg trigger muscle ni terus jam.

Maka dgn itu terbaring lar kat katil lepas prepare the kids. Pakcik ni boleh plak ketawakan daku balik, telling me how I make fun of him when he had the same. Revenge yer bang. Once or twice ok lar tapi berkali kali tu mmg bisa buat daku naik angin lar.

Nak dukung Jade pun kena pelan pelan, takut terlepas sbb a bit of movement boleh trigger, sakit woo. Paling teruk so far nih. Masa nilah wish ada orang boleh jaga si Jade nih. Taknak menyusahkan Joshline. Hubby plak awal awal dah warning kata dia byk kerja kat office.

Maka pelan pelan lar dukung si Jade ni bawak naik atas, mandikan dia, pakaikan baju dia. Then terbaring lar. My poor Jade terpaksa baring gak. Minum jer kerja dia. Then at 1pm, called hubby to give Jade to her grandma to eat as I cant move. Suka dia nampak papa dia.

One hour later, dah balik dah si Jade, dia start melalak and grandma tak tau nak buat apa. Hmmm. Ceria balik tengok muka mak dia. Lepas tu apalagi, mengopek lar kerja. Pelik sungguh pelik dgn Jade ni. Bila bf, dia tido sambil minum for say 40min? Was hoping that once she finish, she will continue sleeping but not at all. Habis minum means abis tido.

Hubby went to take the kids from school. Joshline called and came to see me after hubby told her about me. Received a good massage from her for 30min. During this time, Jade who was next to me, didnt stop "talking" and replying to auntie. Punyalah excited dia tengok ada orang lain. Yelah bosan lar asyik mak dia jer.

Feel a bit better after the massage altho still takleh pusing kepala sgt.
As I was sick like this, told the kids they can sleep in our room coz I dont have time to prepare them and entertain them as I always do.

Lambatnya Jade tido skarang ni hmmmmm.

WHAT A DAY

Received the monthly newsletter from our cityhall. Jade's name in the birth announcement.

Hubby left pretty early, around 5.30am.

Rushing morning for me, 8.45am appointment for Jade with the pediatrician. Ida wanted to follow me so zass zuss zass mandikan diorang.

BCG for Jade. Ok, in our country usually masa baru lahir kan so I asked them why only now so the peditrician explained to me that in France, it is not compulsary to have BCG but advisable for those living in Ile de France (like us) and those who often travel to Africa, South America or Asia.

Very adorable old pappy. Suka sgt. Very nice with kids and I love this. Unlike the general doctor huhhh. Jade was so happy to be there especially when there were other babies. Would be looking excitedly. Nampak cam gangster plak si Jade ni sbb badan embam dan besar dari the others.

Everything's fine for Jade altho the assistant was pretty surprise of the amount of food Jade is taking hu huuuuuuuuuu.

Almost a month, Jade put on like 700g, she is now 8.3kg, 67.5cm.

She cried a bit during the injection but stopped when I carried and consoled her.

Dropped by at Joshline's to have breakfast hahaha. Mmg skang ni ngan dia muka tak malu. Mcm dia gak lar kan and dia pun sungguh sporting. Been dreaming of having her best ice blended coffee so she did for me, 2 glass. Yum yummmm. Stayed like 1hour then headed home.

Adam was with IL, taken his shower. Kids spent their time playing in the living room then decided to play with the water in the bath tub and brought lot of toys to play with. Penuh bilik air, berkecah air kat lantai and I really hate this!! Sib baik lepas tu diorang kemas back to normal, alhamdulillah.

Karate lesson for Adam then me and the girls left for some groceries. Pakitam makitam mmg ketiak bau hangit kan..mode nak pengsan sat.

Always scared if i see the police while driving, since forever...there were few at the side of the road otw back

Me : alamak polis, takot takot
Ida : kenapa polis dia tgk jer mama
Me : sbb dia kata woww cantiknya dia
Ida : alah, pelasannn!

Hehe i knew she would say that! Lebar tul mulut kan

Was early to take Adam, didnt want to go back just for 10min so waited at the parking lot. Back home, play time lagi for the kids while I was busy with Jade. Minum dan makan dan minum. Masuk atas keluar bawah, itulah kerja si Jade. Tak boleh lar nak main sorang, mesti nak ada orang kat sebelah aduh aduhh Jade oh Jade.

Prepared dinner with intention to put Jade to sleep while the kids are having their dinner when hubby came back, it was 7.30pm. Jade decided not to sleep anymore, so happy to see her father that she has not seen since yesterday afternoon.

Padahal dah bagi makan nih. Bapak dia makan, dia still nganga mulut till the extend that bapaknya boleh plak question if I have given his baby to eat. Kalau anak tiri ni mau daku di cop mak tiri from hell.

I must say that Im able to control my temper a bit more than before. Yelling lesser now hahaha. Yeah menjerit itu adalah trademark kitorang hehehe.

Adam : Mama, does it exist God's language?
Ida : Yes
Adam : Yea rite, tell me how is it
Ida : chong, chong (with chinese accent)

DUGAAN

I didnt sleep that well. Entah kenapa during the nite, terbayang if someone masuk bilik and stab me from behind. Will it be painful? Will I die quickly?

Then the next day we received surat daripada si meroyan. Hmmm coincident? One thing for sure, Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, cepat cepatlah bagi kiok mereka mereka semua. There goes my mood, plan to puasa gone with the wind. At noon, decided to eat, isnt it a waste just becoz of unhappy, miserable bitch(s)?

Joshline dropped by when we were about to leave to a restaurant so invited her. She wanted to ask hubby's favour about the house that they are looking for.

Back home she stayed till it was time to take the kids. Menggomol Jade lar lagi sambil chit chat. Punyalah suka si Jade ada orang kat tepi dia.

Hubby left at 3pm for a shooting in Paris. Brought Jade with me to take the kids.

BACK TO SCHOOL

Back to school for kiddies. Oh I woke up right after my alarm started to make a sound. Punyalah awal, boleh take my own sweet time nak bersiap.

Lepas mandi and solat and make up semua, terpaksa bangunkan Jade utk minum.. melimpah ruah dah ni, the whole nite she slept from 9pm, daku yg terseksa hu huuu.

As expected, oh my drama queen, start menangis bangun tido knowing that she has to go. Bila nak pegi, time tu lar kata sakit perut. Taktik taknak pegi sekolah but sorry my dear, you have pretty severe parents in the house. And dont ever try to play the crying game with your father at school hu huuu. That's why too I prefer not to send her to school. Just hate it when she starts her drama and I will feel bad and she can feel it. Hey, Im a mother!

Almost forgotten about Jade's appointment with PMI for the tubertest for her BCG on Wednesday. Maka terpaksa rush mandikan Jade as they are close at noon.

Then the school called saying that Adam cried as he is hurt from the stomach. Ni mmg teruk benar lar ni kalau sampai menangis nih. Nasib baik lah hubby's working at home, takdelah daku stress nak kesini, nak kesana dan syukur jugak IL sebelah umah jer so anything boleh count on them. So hubby took Adam and went to the doctor. He was so afraid that Adam has appendix..in which is not the case, alhamdulillah. Something like gastric. Yelah pegi sekolah tak breakfast, sapa suruh. Dah ckp byk kali makan, sebok tengok tv.

As for Jade, suka dia tengok ada babies and different environment. Daku memula takut gak dia ni melalak bila mak itam tegur tegur dia. I mean hitam giler giler punya mcm kuali, im telling you. Sib baik anakku ni berhemah jua orangnya heheheh.

Kena inject dia tak nangis and tak bergerak, sebok tengok muka makcik tuo kat situ plak hehehe.

Rush rush rush back home, Joshline was early and was infront of the gate, no one open the door, hubby wasnt back yet with Adam, and IL house was unlock but there was no one.

Jade was sleeping, must be from the injection, went flat for about 30minutes. Didnt cry to see auntie. Abis kena gomol si Jade.


Leaving me peaceful time to prepare lunch. She stays till it was time to take the kids from school. Great to have her for chit chatting sometime. Miss her ice blended coffee. Gonna drop by her house somewhere this week.

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Dessert, bubur durian. First testing. Mcm tak pass jer hu huuuu.

Ive make it a point that Jade will go to bed at 7.30pm. Ive prepared dinner so peaceful time to attend Jade. Dah tertido, quickly rushed downstairs as Ida was alone as hubby went to take Adam from his karate lesson. Tak lama lepas tu Jade melalak. Sikit lagi nak bawak turun bawah when I saw her eyes closed. So sambung bf. Tertido balik 15min later so turun balik bawah to accompany them to have their dinner. Terdengar dia melalak but stopped not long after.


Quiet time chit chatting with hubby and the two kids. Could attend to them when Jade's sleeping. Lepas Isyak, asked them baring on my lap, baca al fatihah and 3kul sambil usap usap kepala diorang. Punyalah suka memasingnya.

Then pot pet plak mulut, suka mak dia buat kerja dlm bilik diorang. Adam asked me "when you are old, will you do your caca (berak) in your underwear?"

Me : Of course
Ida : That's why she has to wear diaper
Adam : Your job to change mom's diaper!
Me : No both of you, but I hope you won't be angry and scold me when I do my caca in my diaper. Adam you have to make sure that your wife is nice with me, dont treat me like a trash
Adam : Ok

LAST DAY

Last day for Adam and Ida with no school. Ida already started to cry when I told her she has to go to school tomorrow. Dah sah sah jadi drama queen esok pagi nih.

She plays a lot wth Jade as usual. Took a bath together where Jade started to poo again in the water altho she did it before in her diaper so I guess mmg kegemaran dia ni poo dlm air. Sejemput jer but was enough to make kak Ida menjerit calling for me "mamaaaa, Jade dia belak". Then told le "Ida dah bagitau Jade dah jgn belak, tapi Jade belak jugak".

She spent her time a lot with grandma, painting. Then insisted on doing cup cakes as we have bought the cups fro Ikea the other day. Dah janji tetap janji. Altho too tired and too occupied with Jade, ku turutkan jua. Before sleeping, she told Jade "Jade, esok kakak sekolah, Jade jgn nangis tau". Padahal tau dia yg akan nangis. Somehow, very touching dah daku plak rasa nak nangis.

My junior masterchef (tengok si perasan kat belakang nun)




My baby masterchef.


As for...Adam, klass ugama. Papa anto and ambik as i was too occupied with Jade who hardly sleep during the day. Most of his time Adam spent in the office, discovering photoshop and keep on printing grrr. Either this or playing computer.

Sedih jugak rasa after a week having them at home. Mesti selalu mcm ni bila dah terlalu lama takde sekolah.

Jade oh Jade. Kenapalah during the day tak tido sgt. Tido while breastfeeding, abis minum terus bangun. Mmg daku, nak buat kerja pun payah. I think becoz she is a breastfeed baby, tak bolehlah nak main sorang sorang lama sikit. Main sorang dlm 30min pastu nangis. Bila dukung diam plak. Kalau baring sesama kat katil bkn main happy lagi. Takkan lar daku nak terbaring the whole day kan. Tak boleh jadi betul, esok kena train dia nih and fix her sleeping time.

Kesian kat abg and kakak dia tak dpt enough attention.

Senangnya zaman skarang, ada kemusykilan jer, terus rujuk internet. Making life really really easy, syukur.

PORT SAINTRY

Waduh waduh bangun lambat semuanya since budak budak ni mc tak gi sekolah. Weekend lagi lar kan. Tapi sebagai ibu dan isteri, what to do, kena bangun before anyone. Bangun jer tak henti buat kerja kat dapur, then kemas rumah etc.

Lambatnya bersiap ari nih. Mmg kalau x masak, late lunch punyalah. But since it was a good weather, decided to enjoy it. Plus, hubby's havent finish doing the cable for his radio in the boat. We bought Mc D and picnic in the boat. When he finished, ronda ronda along the river.




Adam ngan Ida ni kalau time kamcing mmg sgt kamcing. Bila gaduh, ada jer benda nak bertekak. Si Ida sesikit mengadu, dgn suara yg sungguh annoying.

MANUSIA

Manusia mmg bermacam ragam kan. Mmg rata rata ramai yg suka jaga tepi kain orang. Ramai juga yg kita sangka kawan tapi back stab kawan balik.

Paling teruk yg takde angin takde ribut, punyalah jaki ngan si polan nih yg happy dlm hidup dia, gi perli perli kat status FB. Cakap direct taknak, busuk hati lah katakan maka perli perli lar yg dia mampu.

Kekadang pelik gak kan ngan manusia nih. Patut lah Allah jadikan situasi dia mcm tu (hidup tak happy/ada laki tapi tak guna/duit banyak tapi hati gundah gulana/duit banyak tapi tak kawin kawin/byk duit tapi tak lawa dan takde sapa nak dsb), sbb hati kotor mcm tu. Jadi don't wonder lar orang buat baik pun ko jadikan hal nak perli perli kan. Kalau hati dah busuk hmmm... nauzubillah.

Sometimes terfikir, orang yg suka observe apa orang lain buat, gi vacation, gi shopping, bersedekah ker, beramal ker pastu jadikan issue utk perli perli, mmg sah sah lar no life punya orang. Sbb kalau orang ada life, dia takde masanya nak jaga tepi kain orang. Orang lain happy, good for them lar, takyah jaga tepi kain orang.

It makes me wonder, berapa ramai lar yg meluat ngan aku kan yg selalu post gambar kids khas utk tatapan my family. Berapa ramai yg mengumpat belakang belakang sbb ada gak terasa ngan status someone dulu pasal posting gambar holiday nak menunjuk. Masa tu wonder, dia ni tujukan kat aku ker...then berfikiran positive and just forget about it sbb niat bukan nak menunjuk but just for sharing kan. Sekali tup tup bila dah jadi kes perli perli nih, terpikir plak hmmm.

The answer is simple lar kan to those yg busuk hati, yg jaki dgn kesenangan orang tu kan, if you think you cant stand to see or hear about that people, publishing on their wall, so why dont you just delete them from your list? Kan senang, tak payah buat dosa nak perli perli kawan sendiri yg tak tau takde angin takde ribut, kena perli. Itu namanya back stabbing, belajar tinggi tinggi pun tak guna gak, towards the end, bongok gak ko.

Eh dah tersasau plak jadi one of the people yang no life ops opss opsss!!

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My little Jade slept from 8.30pm till 6am, heard her playing alone in her bed, in the dark. Konyang dia and continued sleeping till 8.30am.

We left to the asian supermarket around noon. Groceries, yippie.



Nampaknya akan selalu masak asian food lar this week muahahaha. Ada yg termuntah kang hehehe.

My little girl is indeed such an adorable little girl, despite her nagging each time she wants or ask for something. Very adorable I must say. But sensitive most of the time. Attention is what she needs at the moment. Altho she can play alone independently without needing us to be there, sometimes she will just come and see me to find out what am I doing.

This morning the girls were ready to take a bath together after almost a week not doing so due to Ida's skin infection. So Jade was ready in the bathtub and kak Ida was still bisy looking at Mr bean in youtube. When she was about to join Jade, heard her screaming "mama, jade dia belak dlm air".

Ayo yooo Jade, dah lama tak buat lagi ni almaklumlah selalu mandi express, tak sempat nak memerut. Muka tak bersalah tu yg tak tahan tu. Makan kus semangat. Dlm keta tengok orang makan, langsung taknak minum susu, duk tengok mulut mak dia mengunyah. Maka kena suap, terus diam. She fell asleep at 8.30pm. Senang sikit dia dah tido, barulah ada space for me to breath.
My kids that I love so much ... you are the light of my life ... other than your father of course.