Lamanya tak lepak and buat kerja in the office sejak deliver Jade. My little office is in the kids room now at Adam's office under his bed. Senang baringkan Jade kat lantai, letak mainan dia sambil dia main. Or when she is sleeping in our room, i can do my work peacefully without having to worry about her.
Dulu masa Ida kecik senang jer, tido pun senang, bangun tido pun main sendiri. That time ada camera leh monitor. With Jade hmmmm...mmg different. Makes me forget on how I did to make the two sleep. Her sleeping pattern during the day pun dah lintang pukang. Daku punya working time pun jadi lintang pukang gak.
Could clean the kitchen, the floor and also the living room. Mood rajin. Mop kasi sental sikit. Veranda jugak jarang buat, dah nak jadi tongkang pecah dibuat dek si Ida. Then attacked children's room yg dah jadi mcm tongkang pecah. Plus, kemas kemas sikit meja tempat ku berkerja. Dah jadi mcm sarang tikus.
Finally could post all the boxes...4 boxes and 1 parcel which cost 200Euros...sigh.
Sgt terasa skarang ni economy meleset. Time for me to belajar ikat perut and stop spending unnecessary utk:
1. Beli rumah
2. Saving for the future
3. Nak balik tiga kali next yr sbb ada kenduri kawin
Semenjak anak tiga ni mmg terasa, plus dah start thinking about the future. Kt malaysia rumah pun takde, anything happen mcm mana? Asyik nak belikan barang and sponsor sana sini jer, patut lar tak berharta. Orang lain yg kemut jugak yg kaya. Daku jugak tak kaya kaya. Thinking back, if tak balik msia tetiap tahun for the past 10yrs agaknya dah boleh beli rumah gaknya.
Ya Allah, murahkanlah rezeki kami dan berkatilah kami, amin.




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