HAPPY HOLIDAY

Otherwise, my little Jade is back in form since yesterday, alhamdulillah. Found back her smile and her good humor. She started to eat too. I did mashed carrot with chicken and my BM. It came to my mind today to change the puting of the bottle. Coz i remember when we were in Malaysia, she refused her bottle too but not till i changed the puting to the brownish one.

And so today she drank her bottle altho it took sometime to finish it. There gone beli botol Avent memahal, takleh nak pakai sebab takde puting size besar utk botol Avent. Maka kena cari botol kecik lar lepas ni.

Ida oh Ida. Mmg lar berkepit jer kerja ngan mak dia.

In a way dia mmg sayang mak dia. I just call her once and she will come. The thing is, dia ni kuat shopping. Kalau keluar mesti nak beli something. Pastu merengek. Very annoyng dgr dia merengek.

 

Kesian bang Adam jugak terpinggir ... dia selalu dgn papa dia jer in the office. More to guys talk gitew. Cari mak dia bila nak tido sahaja ok. Itu jam barulah perangai manja ala ala baby dia keluar.

The plan was to go to Marne La Vallee as they have big shopping complex there. But the thing is, too far, close to Disneyland, like min. 45minutes to go. We were all ready early but on the way, decided not to go that far. We had breakfast at McDonald, eaten it in the car then off to Creteil shopping complex. Bought things for IL.

Had lunch there then off to the boat,time to really take of the boat from the water. Hujan lebat for the past few weeks, air sungai naik. Bahaya bila angin kuat mcm yg selalu lately.

NOT COMPLETELY

Taraaa ... my unbaked cheesecake. Agak lembut lar sbb tak letak gelatin.

Manusia ni memcm ragam kan. Betapa ramainya manusia yg ingat diiorang ni pandai, tahu lebih dari orang lain, bercakap bagai nak rak tapi semua yg dia cakap, kita dah tahu. So ikutkan jelah. Bila diikutkan, dia ingat kita ni betul tak tahu dan mulalah ingat dia lagi superior. Penat sgt melayan orang mcm ni.

Ada jugak orang yg suka nak bitau what you should do. Pls respect the peope live their life, shall we?

Anyway, hubby left early in the morning so ive sent the kids to school. Cake for Ida's teatime at school. Gave bag of goodies to her teacher, Anne and Fadila for Noel. Also for Madame Tichit.

Jade is feeling a bit better altho no completely. Suffer betul dia bila gigi kapak nak keluar. She slept at her usual hour for the past few days, 12noon till 2pm. Then off with her to a supermarket not far away. Skang ni nak drive bawak dia jejauh mmg malas sgt. Melalak tak hengat kat belakang walaupun dah breastfeed sebelum tu.

Ni kes tak nampak mak dia lar ni. Susah tul kat sini tak boleh nak letak baby kat passager's seat.

 Operation baking lagi utk kek bawak ke sekolah for both kids.

BAKING

Jade bangun about 2 times I guess .. merengek jer during the nite hmmm. Kapak oh kapak, cepat lah keluar kapak oii. Dah keluar actually, leh rasa gerigi dia.

Fuh punyalah semangat bersiap pagi ni nak gi swimming pool ngan bebudak. Breakfast siap, kemas pun siap, bag swimming pun siap. Sekali bila sampai kat tempat tu, tetengok tutup sampai 25Dec. Lahabau tul. Daku dah bersemangat nih!!

So dari nak berexercise ngan bebebudak, replaced gi hantam kebab for lunch. Elok bebeno lar tu kan ekekek.

After lunch, out for presents hunting. Bought something for IL and Jacqueline but still not enough. Hubby keep on asking me again and again of what I want for Noel. Again and again I will tell him "dont want anything, just want you to be nice with me and appreciate me as your wife". Besides, Eid Mubarak ari tu baru dapat ipad2. Perghhh mithali sungguh dirikeww. Iphone 4s plak takde lar teruja sgt. Iphone 4 ni pun takde masalah pun.

Back home, zass zuss zasss... solat, pastu operation baking cake. Cake dah bake pagi tadi, tinggal nak deco jer. Siap jugak. Topping dia kureng lar. Trying new thing tapi not the one I wanted. Cuba lagi. Tapi takper, still pass utk bawak kesekolah heheheh.

Then operation buat cheesecake plak. Baru sekarang diorang jual Philadelphia cheese. Mcm lar takde french cheese kan, dah lar france mmg famous with cheese. Ngok ngek tul. Eh aku lar tu. Unbaked one .. harap sgt menjadi sbb again, tak ikut arahan hu huuuuuuuuuuu. Kalau lembik, mmg daku tau lar kenapa hu huuuu.

SINGLE

Hubby left around 5.30am, plan today, off to south of france.


What a day n strong wind during the nite, could even hear the sound of the wind, whistling and blowing. After I have sent the kids, Josh dropped by to take Jade. Couldnt leave immediately coz outside was still windy and raining. She left at 10.30am and so off i go for presents hunting and grocerries. Lari bajet bulan ni. Thank God there's Josh coz definitely i cant do this qith Jade. Stock up for the food to eat too.

Bizarre jugak keluar soRang sorang. Lama dah tak keluar sorang mcm ni. Alar bukan jauh pun. If kat malaysia mesti dah mengeteh ngan kekawan ihih hih hih.

Had my quiet late lunch at Kfc. Pesal lar semua rasa tak sedap ek. Back home, kemas barang lagi, nak gosok baju that i have planned pun tak sempat.

Took the kids including Fred and Aidan. They had teatime. Ida played with Aidan, Adam played with Fred. Aidan was so adorable today. Josh came with Jade and her husband one hour later on, had tea time then off to Lei Ming's school.

Jade was alrite, looking at the kids playing so i could prepare dinner very peacefully. Josh came 11/2 later and we had dinner together.

Hubby came back around 11am. Thought he will sleep in a hotel.

MUCH BETTER

Jade oh Jade. Merengek rengek jer during the nite. Harapnya cepat sembuh yer nak, amin.

Today, hubby bought medicines for teething. So she seems to feel much better altho not completely. But at least she can play alone while I was doing something. She slept like 3hours after her bath. Phewwwwww can do sooooo many things when she's sleeping. Mcm flashwoman gitew, zuss zass zusss.

Kerja rumah siap, kerja office dpt buat (not siap), masak pun siap. Could even have quiet lunch with hubby. House is clean and smells good. Feeling great!

Hubby took the kids from school, could spent quiet time with them in the living room. Ida could do some homework today.

Adam ni ... selalu ngadu seluar jeans kecik. Yelah nak oiii beli kat Zara, tak perasan plak mcm ala ala skinny. Bapaknya kata mcm telur tersepit gitu. Adam plak kata rimas kat buku lali ketat. Hmmmm dah berapa helai dah ni dia taknak pakai. Lain kali maknya kena tengok betul betul masa beli.

Latest trend ka hapa ka, seluar kepit telur ka mmg anakku tak berkenan. Mmg seriously burok giler, cemana lar leh jadi trend ek.

MY BOY

Jade slept close to 1am. Merengek rengek despite me bf her. Whole day bf ing till i feel hurt, have an impression that am running out of milk n that is why she is reclaming.

But since it is impossible that milk runs dry, so i assume that becoz she is teething, that is why she is grumpy. Daku mmg x cukup tido. Nampak susut plak si Jade ni. Or is it becoz pakai baju besar?

Kena marah jer pagi ni si Adam. Dia ni pun satu bila org ckp or explain dia x dgr. Pastu tanya soalan yg sama. Just break my heart when his father yelled after him n call him stupid. Tears in his eyes that he started to cover his face on the table.

Tau plak bapak dia feel guilty n try to pujuk him back. I remind Adam many times, your father won't help with your studies, all he expect is good result. If you work good, then you are his boy, if you bring bad results,you are stupid like ur immigrant friends.

Last minute revision, hate this and won't let it happen again. Can't blame him if he got not so good result for the test at klass ugama.

BESTFRIENDS

Hubby left at 6am ..shooting at the same place as yesterday.

No choice but to send the kids. MIL offered to send them but I already promised Ida that I will send her so instead, she kept Jade.

Tension betul ngan Ida in the morning each time nak pegi sekolah. Mesti ada jer benda utk melambatkan, sampai daku menjerit dipagi hari, siap kena tepuk bontot dia. Terkejut giler si Ida so she cried. Daku plak tersentap, what the hell am i doing and acting this way, so cooled down and pujuk dia. Later on when sending her to school, kissed her, hugged her and apologised for yelling at her. Oh my girl..im so sorry.

Rainy day, mendung the whole day. Cuaca yg sgt sesuai utk mengorok. Malangnya tidaklah berkesempatan daku nak mengorok. But man how lazy it feels in this weather.

My little Jade seems better than yesterday, taik mata kurang sikt and dah cheerful from yesterday. Boleh main lelama sikit, good mood jugak and i found that happy cute face back! What a joy. She slept a long time, leaving her lazy mother to do her office work. Could even prepare lunch and had it quietly.

She was awake 3hours later on, cried and when there was no one, she started to play alone with her covers. When i sneaked in after finishing my lunch, she, who was playing with the covers, started to cry. Sedih gitu tadi nangis orang tak layan. Jiwa sensitip.

Baked a lot on today...bread. Gave half to IL then one and a half to Josh's house together with nasi goreng ayam for them.

Taught Josh how to bake the bread and use the machine that i have bought her. She mixed it up so batat semua roti yg dia buat. Got that bloody tasty ice blended coffee..3 glasses!

We left at 7am. Jade was such in a good mood, syukur alhamdulillah.

GRUMPY JADE

Jade woke up like 2 times during the nite. So this morning I could get an appointment with the doctor. She got the eye infection .. conjunctivitis, something like that. Caused by her flu in which she probably touched her nose then scratch her eyes, spreading the virus to the eyes.

No anti biotic, just eye drop 4 times a day.

Had lunch with Josh and a new friend, Hulia, a Turkish lady that Josh known from the language place. Then we were invited to have a tea at her place. Had a good chat 3 of us. Josh is really one crazy woman, both of us mmg kepala gila gila lar ihih hih hih.

Jade was grumpy all the time ... refused the bottle ... prefer BM lar nih. Mom was busy chatting, so auntie Josh was the one taking care of her, telling Jade "you are my half daughter, your mother is only your surrogate mother".

What a long day. It was time to take the kids, Jade was sleeping so asked MIL to take them instead.

Hubby left for a shooting in the afternoon and came back around 9pm.

My poor Jade, not feeling that well ... dgn flu lagi, sakit mata lagi, dgn gigi atas nak keluar seketul lagi. All at one... poor baby. She vomit on me but feeling much better later on. Sakit perut yer nak... bf her then she fell asleep. Senangnya bila dia tido. The other kids had to wait for dinner ... oh my poor kids.

Learning how to read for Ida. Semoga cepat lar baca anak mama ni. Yelah sekolah government kan, mana ajar baca that early. Naik primary school baru ajar baca. Kalau sekolah private yelah budak cepat membaca. So I have to make an effort with a hope that she can read soon. Counting time too. Berapa hari miss practice, byk numbers yg lupa. Malam ni mak kamu jadi singa, dgn penat mengemas veranda yg kamu sepahkan ... jadi when it was counting time, bila salah, abis tgn kena ketuk ngan sudit kayu.

Adam mengaji after Isyak. Harap sgt cepat cepat lar dia kena huruf, tau bacaan. Umur dah berapa nih hmmm.

ANGIN

Posing posing utk hari ni... here is baby Santa, altho not feeling well, still can smile for mommy.

"Pilih pilih mana satu nak"

Jade seems to be a bit better than yesterday. But not completely recover. Towards the end of the day, berair and bertaik mata dia. Mmg tak boleh jadi, kena jumpa doctor jugak. What an idiot mother, waiting for it to be worse.

Moody morning ... bapaknya sudah naik angin with Ida, daku pun berjangkit. Mmg these kids are spoil and ungrateful at times. Cant even understand why I bought them toys yesterday. Each time keluar mmg sentiasa beli mainan. Mcm dah tak cukup mainan kat umah ni. Paling annoying si Ida. Tapi si Adam pun sama geli jugak.

They could get what they want and at that age, mmg bertuah. Till the extend diorang ni tak bersyukur. So we were really angry on today. Sebabnya simple jer ... mak bapak tgh tido, dah merengek. Si Ida lar, merengek kat idung tersumbat. Dah lar tido sebelah bapak dia, angin lar bapak dia terbangun tido. Bila dah bapaknya angin, berjangkit kat daku plak geram. Tak pasal pasal si Adam pun kena sekali. Abis yg disimpan selama ni keluar. Kena hambur lar budak budak ni pagi nih.

Mmg kena ajar diorang nih. Geram sgt geram ngan pe'el diorag. Blame it on us.

But hubby was back in a good mood when he came downstairs for breakfast.
He was suppose to give a training to MGP's staff but it was cancelled again. So he had lunch outside with us. Exchanged Adam's Noel's gifts first.

Balik rumah, rush prepare for his karate lesson.



Did a lot of shopping for Jade...she will wear different clothes for at least 30days

And the shopping place? Jeng jeng jengggg


..... the attic..thanx to Kak Ida!

IL gave dinner, seafood tonite and tengoklah muka si Adam yg paling poyo. Bapak dia try to cover it up, bersihkan pinggan diorang but I realised it. Memandangkan mood tak berapa baik ngan diorang nih, plus dah berkumpul byk... maka dgn itu diarahkan pegi tido terus. No tv, no yogurt, nothing.

Ida the drama queen menangis nangis lar kan, try nak beli jiwa mak dia. Sorrylah nak yer, mak kamu sgt sakit ati malam nih. So menangis sampai muntah pun tak terbeli punya lakonan kamu tu.

Settled my laundry yg dari malam semalam sampai malam ni baru nak sidai then baru naik atas. Si Ida dah pun tertido itu jam.

Adam jer tak tido. Pun nak goreng mak dia gak kata gurubesar cakap inuseful pegi sekolah sbb cikgu sakit, tak belajar apa pun. Berkali kalilah cakap. Called hubby who was in his office, he said no. Maka sila pegi sekolah yer.

Esok gotta see the doctor for my little Jade. Sian kat dia.

Then Joshline ajak lunch and jumpa her new turc friend. Daku malassssss sebenarnya hua hua huaaa. Mcm takde kerja lain nak buat, kerja berlambak lambak kat umah and office dah tetiap hari keluar!!

SICK

Yabedabedooooooo .. laksa pojaan hati ku utk ari nih.

Hubby agreed on going out today despite having so much work. Present hunting for Josh then a bit for Adam. Didnt have time to find for IL.

Had a wnderful lunch at our favourite japanese restaurant at Belle Epine. Then dropped by at Toys r Us.

I hv forgotten that today's Saint Nicoas day till hubby told me her aunts called and wished him. He couldnt believe i have forgotten to wish him. Well hello, i hv 3kids, after 10yrs of marriage, this would be the first time forgetting it. All the head aches, the housework and the kids, making less space in my brain to remember things. So he was a bit upset. Talking about being childish.

So i decided to take the kids today, leaving Jade under grandma's care at our place. Turns out that yg jaganya bapak dia, nenek dia menjahit. Daku balik an hour later, Jade melalak. Diaper penuh taik pun takde sapa heran. So siaplah kan buat ku temper. Bila daku temper and berkata kata, MIL pun terasa pedas lar kan. Ni kalau dpt mentua melayu ni mau daku kena blacklist.

So off to buy a cake with the kids after taking them from school. Then then to buy a remote control helicopter with a built in camera. So celebrated it at home with IL. Dah make an effort pun still tak puas hati, ada jer nak complain. Bila daku dah temper, tau plak kata just kidding.

Jade's condition is not getting any better. In the afternoon, both eyes dah infected, sgt sgt teruk. Mata jadi kecik jer anak mama ni. Puas daku bersihkan, express BM lg. Orang kata berkesan, hmm yeker? If yer how come ari ni mata lagi satu pulak kena hmmm.