A DAY WITHOUT HIM (MAY 27)

Flowers in the veranda on today.








Adam was awake around 8am, realising that he wasnt sleeping next to me but Ida, he started to pot pet pot pet and cried. Teruk tul. Complaining that it's always Ida sleeping next to me when it was suppose to be his turn.

Tennis class for him at 11.45am, then I left to a shopping center with Ida as she keep on telling me she wants the same shoes like me but smaller size. Sah sah lar takde. Dia ni nak kasut tinggi size budak kici, manalah nak cari nak oii. She found pair of sandals that pleases her, cukup gumbira suda.

Balik rumah sungguhlah gumbira, mintak pose pun so easy hu huuuuuu.






My sweetie .. indeed you are such an angel.


Ni pose mahal hokayyy hih hi hhih.



I could grab 3 dress(s). Botak makcik bulan nih. Gaji oh gaji, cepatlah sikit mashuk. Hubby called few times and the kids could talk to him. I guess they miss him too. At the end of the day, Adam was like sad, saying "i want to see my father". After talking to his father, he felt much better.


I was damn late to take Adam from the tennis class. Lepas shopping, left to KFC to take something for him. Ida fell asleep by then. When we reached the tennis club, I was late 15min. Adam was climbing on the pagar ala ala spiderman with Elyes. Cam beruk pun yer gak.
We dropped by at a field nearby. There will be more coquelicot coming out soon. As for mine, entah bila dia tumbuh bunga, daun dah byk dah, munga je lum keluar hu huuuuuu.








Received these on today. Bought it especially for Adam actually.

Tertengok plak this documentary about a serial killer in US in 1974 but only in 2004 tak silap dpt tangkap. Jadi takut suda ini malam.

Now I admit, I cant live without a man. Having a man is like feeling protected. And tonite, I wasnt scared at hantu but more to hantu kepala hitam. Keep imagining pasal the serial killer.

So lepas prayer with the kids, when normally tak ambik pot, tonite, siap baca doa pendinding, hembus kat 4 penjuru rumah fuh fuh fuhhhh. Tido plak when normally pintu tak tutup, on tonite, pintu kasi tutup, siap hadang ngan something sbb tara kunci(should ask boss to put one).

Botol susu kasi cuci abis then angkut semua masuk dlm bilik so that tak payah keluar bilik in case Ida terbangun malam.

Buruk tul perangai kan.

COLDER DAY (MAY 26)

Ya Tuhanku, susahnya nak bangunkan budak budak nih. Took them 30min to finally get into the bath tub.

The day that Ida went to Jardin des Plants in Paris (Garden of plants) by bus with the whole class. Siap bawak bag Dora yg Pakteh beli giteww utk picnic for lunch.

Colder day, 15° during the day where else yesterday was around 36°. Lot of thunders last nite and it rains a lot. Sioknya the weather today, so cool gitew.

Julien came around 10am, then hubby left with him for a shooting in Lille. So, it was a home alone day.

Was in advance to take the kids. It was windy by then. Did lot of ironing on today as hubby wanting his nice tshirt to change during the shooting.


In advance tunggu Abang Adam so Ida could play for awhile at the park. Katanya nak main tapi lepas tu patah balik sbb kata kotor lar itu lar ini lar .. ngado ngado.

Ida could ride her bike in the garden for awhile. With lot of wind, it was too cold to stay outside for a long time. After taking the pics of the roses .. time for me to cut them hih hi hhih.

Lambatnya budak budak ni tido, mentang mentang esok tak sekolah. Kul 9pm still main kat depan rumah. Anyway, Maghrib only at 9.44pm so at 9pm, kat luar terang benderang lagi.




My heart, my soul ... my angels.

It was 8.30pm and with a lazy mother who was late to prepare dinner, the kids decided to eat next door. Balik rumah, sudah kekenyangan. Layanan istimewa ngan tuk nenek dia. Elok plak makan licin si Adam nih, ye lar makanan yg dia suka like fried potates, toast bread then fresh cream with sugar.

Senang daku tak payah masak. Ive eaten salad and hati ayam.

Hubby only reach home around 10pm. Then he continued working in his office till close to midnite. My poor hubby ... hectic week for him at the moment and I shouldnt stress him more.

Adam fell asleep without doing his Maghrib and Isyak. Masaklah ko Nak oi esok nak qada.


Can't miss a day without taking pics of the flowers in the garden.







See the difference with this photo ...


and this one??













Hasil petikan for today.

HOTTER DAY (MAY 25)

I thought the meteo says there will be thunders on today (teringat plak "thunder, thunder, thunder cat").

Rupanya thunders during the nite. Mean time, day time teramatlah panasnya, reached 36°. FIL helped me to transfer my durian to a bigger bekas.

Started to berpeluh, badan rasa berlengas lengas and achem.

Prepared lunch for hubby. I didnt have appetite to eat. Just eaten a bowl of hot corn. All I could think was to take a shower for the second time. Fuhh .. hari ini dlm sejarah. 3 hari mandi babe. Mana tahan oo badan berlengas.

The good thing of having IL just next door is that, I can ask them to pick up my kids after school when I cant hih hi hhih. Like that I can shop peacefully at Carrefour for grocerries. Goodbye 160Euros.

Then left to Delbard. OMG banyaknya beautiful roses and damn I didnt have my camera with me. Shopping there .. babai 90Euros.

Tea time with the left over cake.


Time for me to transfer my serai to a bigger pot. Same as daun kesum. Bagak bagak giler daun kesum. Dont know they will live or not sbb kes kena transfer. Same as my durians. I realised too that the clementine that Ive planted dah grow. Same as the menthe. I guess they love the hot weather in the veranda.

Ida helped me a bit to transer tanah to the pot.


Punyalah suka dia, at the same time main pasir ler tu.



Late dinner as I was busy.

Cik adik didnt want to miss doing her prayer with us. Well, more to say main main. She did copied what we did, surprisingly, till the end. Few times I told her "takpayah lar dik, adik kecik lagi, gi tido". She would be pleading, telling me "no, im a big girl, I have to pray". Orang nak cepat nih grrr. Maka terpaksalah daku siapkan sejadah utk dia. Tapi sebelum tu dah kena warning pakai tudung. Boleh plak sembahyang tak pakai tudung.

Sudah kena warning, oleh kerana takut kena suruh masuk katil balik, maka dia pun ikut cakap kew iteww hehehe.

The kids took a quick shower. Diorang agak pelik gak kenapa mandi malam. Si Ida secomot comotnya, badan berlengas dah tu duk ulang alik main basikal, berpeluh peluh. Balik sekolah tengok dari ikat dua dah jadi sanggul mak enon diorang ikatkan. Kes panas lar nih.

Tomorrow they are going to Jardin des Plants(garden of plants) in Paris. Asked if they need parents to accompany them but they said they dont need any. Cisss.. once in a blue moon daku berminat, diorang plak taknak.

Beautiful flower in the garden.

HOT SUNDAY (MAY 24)

Ayyy .. why so hot lar! Reaches 33° during the day.

Lunch, nasi goreng kampung. Adam kena paksa makan. Terkulat kulat muka. Susah tul nak suruh makan Msian food dia nih.

Cleaned, vacumed, mopped and set in order the veranda in the morning.

Tapi sempat lar prepare everything. Hubby sent Adam to klass ugama and I took him back later on alone. Adam seems to be very happy, laughing when I took him. Paid the yuran. The class will be over middle of June next week and will start a new one in September.

Ida could play peacefully when Adam wasnt there. Takde orang nak dikacaunya kan. So Ive set up her toys outside for her to play. Later on bapak dia pasangkan payung, taknak anak dia kepanasan giteww.

She was complaining that it's too hot and asked for her sunglasses.. the one she wanted was broken and the other one, well .. I couldnt find it. So, gave the one of Adam instead. Sib baik abg Adam takde, kalau idak, bising sih.


Baked a cake for tea time. With the hot weather and being next to the oven, berpeluh giler.


Hubby and the kids already left in the garden for a football.



Ida sungguhlah bangga dpt goal. Bukannya jauh pun ngehehehe.We had tea time there with IL. Mandi peluh si Adam lepas main football.

At first while playing, he took of his shirt. Bapaknya pun sama. That Ida keep on saying "aaaaa tetek". Then when IL and me came, he quickly put on his shirt. Kes malu lar nih, plus mak dia bawak camera.


Later on main tembak tembak ngan pistol air by Adam while Ida lari sana lari sini with her sticks, nak belasah abg dia.



My little boy that I love so much. He waited till Maghrib to sleep, that is around 9.40pm. He asked me something like "Will Allah understand if I miss Isyak?". I told him "of course my dear He would. You are still a child, He will forgive you". Then he fell asleep.

Siap bagi flying kiss kat mak dia before sleeping .. isnt that sweet or what? I remember reading to him the books that I have bought (Al-Quran). He told me that he said to his friends "if you dont believe in God, you will go to hell".

I told him, "it's not you to decide who goes to hell who goes to heaven, it's Allah". He looked so sorry and replied "ohhh, I didnt know that, mama, I wont say that anymore".

What people chose to be, it is none of our business. What we do is to respect each other's decision when it comes to religion.

As for my girl, she must be so tired, without a nap during the day. Lari sana lari sini, dgn berpeluh satu, dgn comotnya makan ice cream pun satu. Achem sih si Ida nih. Will be worst in Malaysia.

Flowers in the garden. I remind you readers that my blog is full of pics as that is my passion (taking pics). You might risk to see the same photo of the same flower as it's taken on different days.

















Lepas ambik gambo, apalagi kan, kasi potong sama diaaaaa, yehaaaaaa.

LEAVING HIM (MAY 23)

Mini pastries that hubby bought this morning for breakfast. Sorry to say, I dont eat them. Too sugared. Just love taking pics.




Cherries that MIL bought for us yesterday.


Karate time for Adam at 9.45am. Had to call him and Ida many times for a shower. Hubby sent him, then left for a shooting at 10.30am. Went to take Adam with cik minah. In advance so could see what he's doing.
Cleared off the living room as hubby had to do a shooting there, to set up the chroma-key to do his 3d film later on.

The lady came with his boyfriend so I left with the kids so that hubby can do it peacefully. Having the kids at home mmg akan merosakkan kerja dia. So we left to KFC, having our quiet lunch. It was raining before that. Cuaca mendung, unlike yesterday.

Then we left to a commercial centre not far away. Time to shop, babai 80Euros. Drove to Super U as Adam wanted to buy ice cream as there's no more in the freezer. Bought few things. Ida was sleeping by then so we were quiet.

The shooting was just finished when we reached home and they were having drinks. The lady didnt stop saying how cute Ida is.
I received two books that ive ordered from Amazon.fr. Gave one each to the kids. Could even read it to Adam, punyalah excited dia dgr cerita about the surah, syurga, neraka, syaitan, jin etc.


Good thing is this books are in french language. Making it much easier for him to understand.

Becoz of this, I could find out the direct address for the Islamic books in french at www.muslimshop.fr. They have so many choices of books (unlike at Amazon), even computer to learn arab and everything is in french.



Bolasepak time lepas Asar. Hubby said Adam's playing better now.


Still feeling like a little girl heh hih hih.. (sian buaian tu menangung seksa)



Cik adik ulang alik with her bicycle.


One pose for mama.


Gaya letak cherry kat telinga.

White roses coming out. View from the veranda.







Part of the garden.


Pavot or poppy. I just find out that pavot and coquelicots has the same name in english, that is poppy although it's totally different flowers (but from the same family).


Pavot is much bigger and higher than coquelicots.






More and more roses coming out. Dan dgn gumbiranya akan kupetik kamu kamu semua esok yer.












My tara kucha tara kucha model.